I haven’t been on much because my computer isn’t working right now and I got a new phone and forgot to download tumblr until now. Well I have been doing horrible. Everything feels tight, I’ve gained weight and I just don’t know what to do. I’ve been really down because I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years, complications came up and I’m not going to school this semester, and work is killing me big working me so much. I know I need to go workout but it’s so much easier to turn to going out with friends instead. Since I’m going to have a few months away from school I’m going to focus more on myself and if my friends are really my friends they will understand when I choose to workout rather than go out sometimes. I could really use some words of encouragement right now though…
okay! come off anon and we can be!! lol
Today marks 14 months since I’ve started losing weight. It’s been hard and when the scale doesn’t budge you just want to give up. The dress on the right is a major Non Scale Victory for me because it is a Small! I couldn’t believe it because I’ve never been able to wear a dress that size! It’s an awesome feeling for it to not only fit but look pretty good as well! It’s the little victories that make me keep going!
So, it’s been a few weeks but I haven’t forgotten about ya! Life just has become really crazy and I am just seriously getting dragged every single way. A lot has happen this month and my life as I know it will be changed forever. My boyfriend and I, of two years, decided to take a break this past weekend. It’s been really hard because he was my first boyfriend and breaking up is really hard to do. We still love each other but we are just taking time for ourselves to see if this is what we (mainly me) really want. Honestly these past few days have been great and I haven’t really been sad, but it’s the nights that are the worst. because that’s when I really start to miss him and my mind starts to wander. I have to remember that I’m working to better myself and try to keep my mind on other things. That’s why I’m here. lol This week has been not so good eating wise and exercising but I’m not gonna let this make me gain weight. I binge ate a lot this past week and i’m putting an end to that RIGHT NOW. I’m so ready to make my body the best it can possibly be!